Stupid question but...Am I the only that cant get previous "relationships" out of my head? I think I do pretty good until i find myself indulging in some type of artwork while listening to some good music until that song comes on(whatever it may be) that takes me back to a day/night that i spent with a special someone.For some reason this past week I've been really reminiscent of 1 particular girl,than i thought to myself "homie you trippin,thas done..THAS DEADED.lol" but the thought still lingers.Then another one crosses my mind which to me is normal because the situation is still kind of fresh.So what do I do...I go to imeem and start making a playlist (since I cant make a mixtape like old times) of all the songs that remind me of her.It seems to help me out a little bit,my thoughts start to get a little content but then i see a certain song,posted by a certain user that completely ruins the mood i was feeling (Who knows will i ever finish that playlist) It seems like the more you try to stay away from certain people,places & things the more they find a way to end up in front of your face.With that being said i got the prescription in my messenger bag i just haven't had a chance to get it filled yet,but i think now is a good time.This sickness is starting to keep me up at nites and i cant lose any sleep over things i cant change,because the decisions i made I wont EVER regret and god has a plan for me and you.But stay tuned and i guess all i can do for now is groove to this timeless neo-soul music.
.peace. & .love.
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